Thursday, June 30, 2005 / 9:16 PM
Blog Blog,
Well, I did my proj till 2am plus. However, I still can't get into my dream till 3am bah. Haiz...My mind is full of thoughts. But i force myself to sleep, coz i meeting siti at 830 at school bus-stop. I wake up at around 7am. Around 745, i left my house to school. I took the same bus with Kelvin, so as normal, he asked me about the DB. I reach the school bus-stop at 830. However, i dun see siti there. So i msg her, she say she still in the bus at the clementi. Well, what else can i do beside wait. She came at round 18min later. Then she pass me chinghwa's book. The abount 5min later, she left. But i still sitting at there, waiting for my bus-mate cum friends. I am so tired, so i ask them to search for me when they reach, coz i lazy to look out for them.
As usual, we went late for OOP. The leeson is as boring as usual, just wonder when will the lesson be fun. I think too much le...Then follow by the DB and EBF...
At about 5om, my EBF ended. So i went to find chinghwa and jo^2 at atrium. I was so hungry, so i went to buy some food to eat. That my first and only meal for today. So weird lo, i dun really feel the very hungry feeling. Maybe is becoz i never really sleep enough bah.
Now, i wanna end le. Coz i wanna go study my french. But i dun have the heart to study. HaiZzzzz......
**Well, I now missing my beloved palz, xinyi. She must be busy bah. Long time nv see her online le...Just realli hope she will take good care of herself.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005 / 9:45 PM
Blog Blog,
Today is so funny. First, start with my dream. Energy came to my sweet dream. Haha...This dream start from my work. I was looking for a job and i get recommend to a job. Then , there is a ger[dun wish to mention the name], come in and wanna spoilt the whole nice dream. She went to tell my boss that I am a bad worker, say all my bad points and my boss somehow believe what she said. Then, until my boss tell she that, is energy recommend me, so she take me in. She totally trust energy, before accept me. Then I saw that ger turn back and stare at me. I was so shock to know to hear what my boss say. The ger don't believe what my boss say, she don't believe that energy will recommend mi and praise me. So, we decided to go energy's house to find them. We press the doorbell at the first floor, but no one ans, so we climbed up. From the second floor, the first house is milk, followed by ah di, kunda and shuwei. We did not press milk and ah di's doorbell. We actually wanna press shuwei's doorbell, but dunno what happen, the ger go press kunda's doorbell. I scream at her, i ask her to stop, as we wanna ask shuwei. But she dun care me, she keep pressing kunda's doorbell. Then, kunda really come open the door, and then, i wake up le....................
Well, so funny right. I was shocked by the dream. The worst thing is, the ger who appear in my dream is even a big shock. I dun noe her and why she came into my dream!!! Hahaha.....
I wake up at around 830. I play MU for the start, but half through, around 12plus, i kanna dc for nothing, and until now, i start cant log in. The worst thing is jx nt online, and i cant ask him what happen. Around 1plus, i went to sch. ECID's lecture and end after 25mins. Then, i went to library with kish, man and sandy. They are doing their ECID's proj, and i like extra, then i did voice my thinking to them. And i thinking i talk rubbish, but dunno what they see my thinking lar.
At 3plus to 4pm, chinghwa called me, then i meet up with her, jo^2 and li'e. Then, li'e left in the rush, and i also dunno what happen. Then, we went atrium to to our proj. However, we still end up in our talks. This is the our second meeting, and same things happen. Hahaha...Until jo^2 mention about our proj, then we start open up our lappy to start our proj. Finally we did some parts. There 2 guys came to promote some products to us, and they really spent very long to ask us to buy. However, we still never buy.
Around 1730, we left the school. All the path of the bus-stop, something happen. A group of guys was playing there. Then, 1 guy push another guy down the step, and he stepped chinghwa's shoes and did push jo^2. Lucky, jo^2 never fall, or else, he sure kana scold by chinghwa. But actually i really hope to see the guy really fall flat at the floor, without hitting chinghwa or jo^2. I really hope the will fall on his butt and head into the soil. That will be really fun man!!! I describe to chinghwa, how i wanna the person to fall, she say i very black-hearted sia. Hahaha...
Well well well, i have so long le...should end here le...must go do proj le...haiz....
Sunday, June 26, 2005 / 7:20 PM
Yoz Blogger,
I finally change my song le...Now is forever love le...Dont ask mi why i choose this song, i juz hav sudden strong feelings to this song...
To xy: Now happy wif this song? No more Jolin's song that coz ur head spinning le bah?
Friday, June 24, 2005 / 11:07 PM
Bloggy,
Today is so F.U.N!!!!! Hahaha....After meeting siti to pass her french book, mi and ch went to take bus 174 to PS, coz she wanna buy shoes. However, we left empty handed, this is due to some reasons. Then I saw the basement seem to have many nice foods, so we went down. Hahaha....I ate alot man!!!! Nobody will expect that i can eat that much. Ch join mi in eating the noodle egg...Hahaha...The first mouth of it, we love it, but as we eat more, we get sick of it. We are so freaking full lor...we even feel like vomiting man...Hahaha...The we went for our bus 106 tour. After about 3 to 4 stops, the bus-driver ask us to get down. That the end of the bus journey. We get down the bus, and were feel lost man. We dunno wat to do. I think ch is more shocked then mi, coz she keep looking at the road map. After a few mins, we started to get walking. This is the 2nd time, I went suntec wif this ch and make mi walked so long. We walk from suntec to esplande
. On the way, I have so much fun. I think this is really the first time i get that crazy. Hahaha...When we FINALLY reach esplande, the first thing we look for is, WASHROOM!!! Too full plus too much fun equals too much water!!! Hahaha...Then we went to buy drinks and sat near the sea, and we started to talk there. Around 4pm, we left the place BB. We get sperate ways, when we reach Westmall. Then i went down to JE to find my mum, and we had our dinner there. Actually I am really too full to eat anymore things, but no choices. My mum wanna eat, so i must accompany. Now my stomach really bloated man!!! Haiz....hahaha
Today, i really have alots of fun man. Thanxs CH. U let mi enjoys so much man...I believe u enjoys it TOO!!! Muhahaha~~~~~
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 / 10:22 AM
Blog Blog,
I am here to write an entry that i forget to write ytd.
I went with Brenda and her classmates to a KBox in school. I never know there is a KTV in our school man! Hahaha....10 people sing the room, but 2 leave early and 1 come late. The rest of us sing all the way man! Hahaha...I think i must be something wrong with my mind, i actually sing man. Somemore sing in front of people i dun really know. So paiseh lor. My voice is sucks, that is what i can say. At first, they all sing so serious and i started to get bored, so i suggest to play with songs. I mean, we scream and shout as we sing the songs. That really cool man, rather than sing normally, as all of us are tired after a long day lesson. Must do something to let us relax. Hahaha....We sang for 3hours bah...And i only paid 6 bucks nia...That is really cheap...If I not wrong, the total should be around 40+ bucks.....Is worth it lar....
Monday, June 20, 2005 / 9:48 PM
Blog Blog,
I am so tired today. But i force myself to come in to write this entry, cause i long time never come in le. And i know my blog miss moi badly!!! Hahaha....Actually, today nothing much to talk, only i wanna complain about ching hwa.[>.<] We went to her work place to take her pay. After that, we walk in suntec, but we dunno how to get out if that dumb place, cause we cant find any bus-stop around. End up, we went to makan. Hahaha...This is a standard things that we always do!!! Hahaha...After the meal, she make moi walk a "short" distance before we reach the bus-stop. Lucky that, the bus-stop got the direct bus home, or else i think a might kick her ass up-side-down man. Make moi walked so long. My legs is so tired is not only the distance that she cause moi to walk, is also because i walk too much in school le...:P
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 / 11:17 PM
Dearest blog,
Today, i never attend my 1 hour lecture, i use the hour to go eat with shumei, peyfen and kelvin. Actualli i not hungry, but end up ordered a plate of noodles and plus an egg. End up i onli eat the egg, left the rest remain in the plate. No choice, dun feel like eating. Eugene came to find us in canteen 3, then he ask us whether we want play pool mah. Then, i end up agree to go, so i ask peyfen to join me go. Play with Peyfen, Eugene and 1 more is eugene's friend[forget the name le]. Around 4pm, i went to meet ch, then we went to makan. LOLX!!! Everytime meet her is confirm makan liao...Then we went to xy'house with 2 herbal tea, 1 for xy and 1 for ch. I end up forcing this 2 gers to drink it man. LOLX!!! After that, we all watching some Energy's show. All is so funny man!!!
Anyway, i started to feel my nose kana blocked man!!! Dunno what had happen??? Maybe is lovesick coz the whole things??? LOLX!!!
Mr Blog,
Today, xy msg me, during my database lesson. She asking me to join her and ch for a meal after school, since is a eating session, i will of coz go lar...Hahax...But sad to hear from xy that ch fall sick le...wasted sia...Hahax! So we change our plan to: have meal with xy, then go ch'house find her!!! So, after my class, we carried out our plan. We two like some idiot, walking in westmall without any right direction. We just can't make up our mind of what to eat. Hahax...End up we went to "Tian Tian le", we are so full. We went to buy a bottle of some herb tea for ch. I was being cheeky, I go say ch's illness is due to lovesick. But went I come home, I started to think whether i got lovesick of him mah? The answer is......hahax......I started to miss him le.....But what can I do man? He at taiwan now lor...I cant do anything man...I juz stay in singapore and continue my lovesick bah....I juz found out that, they maybe coming to singapore on fri at chinatown, some CD shop. Dunno whether is true mah??? Who knows??? 9pm go chinatown to find out urself!!! Hahax...
Just hope my lovesick is juz a sudden short sick. I believe i can live without him. Moreover, I must start the habit of being alone, this is what i should learn. However, i still hope he will still appear in my dreamland!!! Hehex!!!
Monday, June 13, 2005 / 10:23 PM
Angel Blog,
Now my checks is wets...
Why muz i learn to let go???
Why muz they do that to me???
Cant they juz stay on???
What gone wrong???
Can someone please tell mi!!!
Why they only give us 3yrs out of their long life???
We are willing to spend more of our yrs wif them, cant they do the same???
Why life is so heartless???
I juz cant accept it!!!
Just cant do it!!!
I will never do it!!!
The wounds wunt be heal!!!
Never be heal!!!
What can i do to let you all come back???
I am willing to do any, i mean anythings also can!!!
You can ask me to do 1 task, or 10 tasks or even 100 tasks!!!
I am willing to shorten my life to just let you all stay with us for few more yrs!!!
You will stay in my heart forever!!!
No one can replace you in my heart!!!
And the wounds that you create will remain there until the day i die!!!
You have lighten up my life once!!!
You have blow off the light that you u lighted!!!
You have through ups and downs with me for only more than 2yrs!!!
Thanks for all the joys that you have give me in all your performs!!!
All the moments, i will keep them in my heart and locked it up!!!
Although i know is impossible, i still hope that you will come back and open up the lock and add more stuff in and only you have the keys to it!!!
I will wait for that day!!!
No matter how long!!!
I will wait, just for you!!!
Sunday, June 12, 2005 / 10:51 PM
Yoz blog,
I am finally come back to you. Today is a very happy day for me. I wake up at 8am, and to do my EBF project. By 8 plus, I start calling my friends, but end up only 1 pick up, out of the 2 I called.
Around 11plus, ch, xy, xy'sis and me reach LOT 1 by cab sia. Haha...all thx to xy's sleeping sick...[>.<]...Today is the last day that i can see Energy so close, i just wonder when will be the next time...I cant believe that, i bought 4 same CDs lor...But i decide to sell off 2 of it, as i wan only the wrist bands...Anyway, i so envy xinyi lor, she got 3 energy say happy birthday to her lei...Sobz sobz...Hahaz...We manage to see a hip hop dance by 3 sexy gers. This make me wanna go learn, i find it so cool man. I think I may start my stretching from tml onwards...LOLX
Around 3plus, we left LOT 1 for Far East. We went to a high class coffee shop, for our lunch cum dinner. We crap lame jokes at there. So fun man!!! After the heavy meal, we went shopping!!! I only bought a wrist band, which is xy and ch ask me to buy[however they dun admit it]!!! LOLX!!! Later we went into Ice Lemon Shop, and i wanna buy a cap, but still considering whether i should buy it mah. Actually I saw many things that i like, but too bad, i already spent 72 bucks on the CDs le...Broke!!! LOLX
Follow up, we went to take neoprints!!! WoW!!! We took twice lor!!! We are mad, but we have fun and the pix is cool man!!! I really love it!!! I think this time, i finally smile so normal bah...hahax
I should here bah...I am so tired after whole days of activities.I really enjoys myself alots, it being a long time i have enjoys so much with my old friends!!! Thanks for the day!!!
You are Everything In My Heart!!!
You are My Family!!!
You are My Energy!!!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 / 11:05 PM
Blog Blog,
Today, nothing special. I stay in school, planned to do ebf and database's project. End up watching the Chn U shooting the "Let Shoot!!" program. ShuMei and PeyFen did their part for the database's project, but i never do my part. Feel so bad sia.
After school, went westmall wif PeyFen, cause i wanna pay my phone bill. Then I think of buying new tops le. I must save up to go shop shop.
As I writing this entry, PeyFen told mi a GOOD GOOD news. That is... she going to Energy's autograph session. I can ask her help mi give them sign. Yippee!!!
Today nothing to write le...Hope tml will have more things to write... =)
Tuesday, June 07, 2005 / 11:32 PM
Dearest Blog,
Today, is a bored bored day. Long day in sch man. I hope sunday will be here soon, coz i hope to meet up wif xinyi, who i always miss. Long time nv see her le...I had juz improve this blog le...But not fully done...Fews more days...
Sunday is a day tht i hope come soon, but also a day that i be upset. Anyway, i must rush to do my project in these fews days, cause i wanna meet up wif friends on sunday. Tml i already plan to do my project, hope i can concentrate during the discussion. Hehex.
Today in msn, chat with a fews friends. I was somehow almost get "fire", when chat with some dumb bum. I can just give up this damn class rep. In the first place, i dun wish to be. Let him say till like i want this position like hell. I am very willing to give him this position, i will feel lighter. Spoilt my happy mood.
Monday, June 06, 2005 / 10:53 PM
Dear Friendship,
Today I was talking with one of my best friends. Actually I started a topic of Enegy with her, and we talk deep in to friendship. We was talking about the past Energy, and what we wish to see in them in the future. I strongly feel that, ah di should not left Energy. He can still stay with the boyband, he can help in the singing and productions areas. However, after i think through, i think we should let ah di to rest well.
Then, xinyi out of the sudden said "hey, u knoe........ i see e way u talk 2nite......it juz dawn on me tat all of us reali grow up alreadi.......19 yrs old....." This has make me think of our [ching hwa, xinyi & me] past. I started to reflect on how our friendship build, and how our bonds are bonded. And the things that almost destroyed it. Lucky, we never do anything foolish things.
Friendship is hard to build.
Bonding is hard to maintain.
Once you are friends.
You my forever friends.
Hold on to the friendship that we have build up.
Times will shows that, our effort is not wasted.
Times has shown that, what people said is not true.
Only us can tell them what the real fact.
I believe only you can tell me what is friendship.
I believe only you can help me in upholding our bonding.
Sunday, June 05, 2005 / 9:42 PM
Hello Blog,
After waiting for so long, finally i open up my blog. This is my first blog, so i dunno wat to write. I hope to share my thoughts and feelings in here. If you guys got comment, feel free to write.
Maybe I can say wat i done today. I wake up at 8am, went breakfast wif my mama. Tidy my room, when i reach home. Then, watch 1hrs of tv prog. Follow up, i fool wif my lappy. I also start cracking my brain on my project. This project, I need to write a report. Haiz...My english is a limited company sia...I dunno wat to do le....
I know my blog a bit bored lar...But i will work hard de... XD
