Monday, November 27, 2006 / 10:27 PM
Alright! ! ! HELLOOO! ! ! ! ! !
After 15days of MIA, i am finally back to my dearest blog. =]]]
Within this 15days, alot of things has happen and i did alot of things. And of coz, i did enjoy myself thru the activities i going thru. The first and the most enjoyable day will the crazy day with my all times friends/buddies. It forget the date that we met, but i remember is a friday, which is a day that we celebrate Eugene's 20th birthday. That the usual stuff that we will do. Just meet to eat a simple dinner will also be a very enjoyable day for us.
Well, as last year, Eugene's 19th birthday, we went steamboat. lolx. This round is just a different place. =]]] Below are some pix to share. . . . .
I know who are they for 8yr, but only friends for 5yrs.
Before become buddies, we are not in good terms.
Who says steamboat no good stuffs. =]]]
I just simply like this pix. Nice angle, right people.
They are a group of people that never fail to make me luff like crazy.
They are the ones who will always want to be by sides at all times, even thru i do not pour out to them often.
They may not the ones who know me fully (as no ones know me in and out), but they know most about me.
I am seriously love this friendship so much, as no words can be describe. We know the present of each other for 8 yrs, however, this friendship is only 5yrs long. Compare to others 10yrs or 20yrs of friendship, this may be consider as ikan bilis. But to me, this is not short and is full of happenings. If people do not know us, will not know or believe how our relationships like before we come together.
I really miss those days where we sit in mac and eat ice cream after under the rain. The days where are running here and there, days that we went for makan sessions, days where take bus 173 and chat all the way and the days days days of everything we did together. I am really miss the days that we see each other together and enjoy all the fun. The are also ones of the reasons that make me always want to go school.
Well, i know the days has gone, will not turn back. I am really sad, but that is life. Everyone had moved from the secondary chapter to poly chapter, and now we are going to move further. Xinyi is going to move on to her yr2 in poly, where ching hwa and me will be stepping out to the working chapter and eugene will move to his army chapter. I understand this is life, human has no choice but to move on, but i can foresee that, the times that we can meet up will be lesser and lesser. I really hope that meeting time will be lesser but not a totaly zero.
Well, hope everyone will be happy as the move on. This is what we called life.
Anyway, ytd was talking with friends about complex and simple person. They said that i am a simple person. I do not agree with them, i said i am not a simple person as you guys think. At first i was questioning myself, am i complex or simple. I conclude i am not a simple person. To confirm this, i asked my buddy today. I sms-ed her the question, and this is how she replied me: "U arh, hard 2 predict. Sumtimes simple, sumtimes complex... Sumtimes innocent until like easy 4 pple 2 bully. Sumtimes so complex until hard 2 predict. How come suddenly as me dis?" This is what my buddy replied me. She thought that i am trouble over stuffs, but i am not. lolx. But her replied make me happy, cause at least i know i do know myself well. At least i know what am i doing which i do not others knows. People who think i am simple, sadly that you are wrong. =X Of cause there is always a reason for everythings i do. =]]]
Sunday, November 12, 2006 / 10:17 PM
Well, i finally has a day that i can really stay home. It was something i have been looking forward too for long time. I may have said that i can't stay home, or cant do nothing for a day, but i really miss days staying at home. =]]]Did not sleep till what i wanna, till 10am, cause disturbed by my mum. She came in at 7plus wake me up to go eat breakfast with her. It has been a long time i accompany her for breakfast. Actually i am so tired, and refuse to get up, but she keep disturbing me. sigh.In the end, we went breakfast with my cousin family, where we bump under the block. He drove us to tiong bahru for breakfast. I forget the market, but i know is a temp market. Should be some chinatown old market. We got some simple yet yummy food. Feel so contented. Cheap food can be even yummy than any luxurious meal. =]]]Reach home, did some packed up of my stuffs. Cause is a normal routine for my mum to nag me whenever i at home to pack my stuffs. sigh. Played a several rounds of auditionsea. I'm out of games for me to play already, so left auditionsea stay with me.Due to the heavy breakfast, i skipped my lunch. Ate my dinner with my mum at 7plus. Had a simple meal at home.I am happy today. I spend whole day at home. I did some think through here and there. I am still trying to figure out some things here and there. Maybe i really want and need to be alone.Should be MIA for awhile. May start tml or the day after. Cause tml still have stuff to attend. =]]] Shall be time for myself to do reflection.
Friday, November 10, 2006 / 11:11 PM
This week was a stressful week. Argh.Cleared TNS presentation.Finished WISP presentation slides, fail to present it today.Out of sudden, i feel stress with school modules. Normally, i will take it lightly, but not this time. School works flow in like no ending. WDD, SCM and IMGT project is waving hard to me. Feel so tired. My body seem like telling me "Come on, that too much", as i fell sick again. I no longer has the strong and health body like i used to have in secondary school. Sigh.Tml has to work, so i hope to find replacement for sunday. I do not wish to do that, but i know that i must really take a weekends off to clear my works. In addition, i had a IMGT test in the coming thurday. Now, i am still half half with IMGT. I may know how to do, but no confidence. I just feel that i may fail. Sigh.Anyway, today i did enjoy myself after so much stress. I went out with my crazy buddies, no others then xinyi, ching hwa and eugene. This time is to celebrate eugene's birthday. As usual, crazy times will never be miss. Got him a G2000 top. Should be useful for him and is pinky. lolx. At first scared he would not wear, but luckily he said he will wear. So, U BETTER KEEP UR WORDS! ! ! LOLX! ! !So late already, shall go sleep soon. Left few hours to sleep only. I'm seems to sleep alot nowadays. I even sleep in class. lolx. I break record for myself. This is rare for myself sleep in class. But i did it, no longer rare act. =]]]Wil upload photos when i get them from Eugene aka N^2.
Monday, November 06, 2006 / 10:51 PM
WOW! ! !Today I went for 2 hours of IMGT lecture. Yup. lolx. Today i also over slept. So i took cab now. I spend 10.50bucks on cab. This is really expensive, coz i just take from my house to NP. Partly is due to the traffic jam. haiz.After the class, i meet up with Jasmine to go for our retail therapy at Vivo City. Finally, we meet up for this trip. Finally she get her off day. Finally we can have a crazy day.In this trip, there is alot of FOS [akaFull Of Shit] stuns. One thing is i find out Jasmine does not have a sense of direction too. lolx. And she doubt of my sense of direction too. =XVivo city is full of nice shop to shop. There are Forever 21, Zara, Guess, Top Shop, Fila, Adidas, Nike, Converse, Candy Empire, The Cocoa tree, Long John Silver, WareHouse, Fox, Charles and Keith, Pull and Bear, Tangs, Hang Ten, Toys 'R' Us, more and more. There are so many wonderful shop to visit. I cannot finish naming all. But i love there. Special Candy Empire. lolx. In the end, I bought a few things. I bought a watch for myself to use during work worth 29.90bucks. I bought alot of candies from the Candy Empire. The place is like heaven. Just at that shop, i spend about 40 bucks. However, the candies i bought is not for me. All for my mum, except the beans for kids. Below is some candies i bought. Do not envy! ! ! =DDD
Friday, November 03, 2006 / 7:55 PM
After suffering for 5 days of sch life, here come my weekends work.This week was so packed. Went for the zoo for watching movie. Celebrated ziwei's 19th birthday.Zoo's movie was alright. Just feel happy that can gather in a room and watch together with some mates.Ziwei's birthday, went for dinner at V8. Nothing special. Is just a simple dinner. People involved: Jun xian, Han qiang, Leslie, Eames, Shu mei, Pey fen, Jasmine and me. Is just the old few of us, but short of Alvin, plus Eames. =DDD Should the more the merrier. Well, within this week, i received so many project that waiting for me to complete.- IMGTFull of project's report to do, full of tutorial that waiting for me to complete.- WDDDoing tutorial. It had been re-doing for so many time. Our group even wrote the longest, yet the lecturer still ask us to add more information.- SCMUpcoming project is here. Need to be complete in a few weeks time. Had to start asap.- TNSHad to do presentation next week. Have not start research yet.- WISPHad to do presentation next week too. Have not start reading the materials yet.Can u believe how busy i am. It is just week 3 since the school started and i am been fill with so much stuffs. This is not all. I still had to work on weekends. This is something i do not wish to cut down, even my packed school stuffs. Work schedule for this weekends:Sat : U3 [1000 - 1830]Operation meeting at 1900Sun : TIC [815 - 1800]May OT as usual
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 / 11:30 PM
Just simply said that i am a small gas person. Maybe, i am indeed this type of person.I am just too tired to exlpain.If u will to hate me. Just go ahead. I know i have no right to say anymore. I give up. Really give up.I finally understand what type of person i am to u. Thanks for enlighten me.I will not pursue things that u wanna. I will just follow what i think is right. Maybe what i do will be wrong. Well, Just let it be.What can i ask for more from u?I starting to hate being myself.
