Friday, September 23, 2005 / 10:28 PM
Blog Blog,
Yoz woo~~~
Finally i got a new blog address. However, i not very very happy with the address lei, don't what my frenz will find about it. Pls give moi comments, and if not good hor, i tink i will change back lor...^^
Well, not only there is a change in the address, open up ur little ear and listen.....Yesh, there is a change in song too...Long ago, peyfen mention tht is funny to have a jolin's blog skin, playing leehom's song, so i make a change to this song. I think i will change the song very soon to a more older song, sang by jolin, which i luv the song alot alot. Not now, because this song is in my lappy, which havnt come back to moi...haiz...
My signature will be changing soon too, but havn't think of it yet, hopefully tml will get 1....
Well, today i bought newspaper, but it seem like none suit moi, or maybe is i too lazi go for a new interviews...I wanna to work, but i hate the hunting process, it really irriating...Can someone be my angel, and offer moi job instead, i will be very happy...keke
Today, i went to chinghwa's house again. Because she said that she will be eating cook mee to eat. Everytime i ask her what she going to eat at home, then she say she cook mee. Mee is not good for health and she eat so much. So i offer her that, i help her buy what she wanna eat, instead for her to go cook mee again. I bought her food plus my coffee ice to her house, as i never plan to stay long as my lunch is still at home waiting for moi. At her house, happen to chat with sec sch frenz, Barnet, for awhile. It seem like, he doing quite ok in ITE. He didn't get any attachment, and he get to a special proj instead. This proj will last him for a year. From him, i also get to know most of the sec sch frenzs are quite well, this is something shld be happy about. I think all the hard work they put in is worth it. However, when they get into poly, i shld have already graduate, i wont get to bump into them in sch, we still can meet up. Wish them all the best.
Well, time really pass too fast. It like i was just in my sec1 life. Those time is so carefree, enjoying, fun of laughters, full of crappings, so on and so fro....I really miss it. Those days is so clear in my mind. I luv the days where our class went thru those ups and downs. We stay united no matters what problem we faced. Times where we are looked down by those elders, but we didn't care, as long as we know who are those teachers that worth our respects. Even, there is always lots of quarrel within our class, that didn't seperate us apart.
To moi, not only the days in class that i missed. Days in prefects, sports leader, peer leader and guides, all these really occupy not only a small parts of my memories. These are days where i really know alots alots of friends outside my square walled classroom. We work together to get things done, but in the same time, we enjoys ourselves. Camping days is somethings i really miss. Differ camps created differ impacts to moi. Custer camps, national camps, etc. They are so fun and let moi know ppl frm out ctss.
To moi, being a leader, is not ordering ppl, is to see how ur peers grow, how they change because of ur advice. I really got the feeling in the leadership life. I see my peers from timid group to ppl that everyone praise them, say they have improve, able to express themself in front of crowds. This kind to feeling is so real, so happy. This is a reason why i stay in the leadership life for so many years. There are a few peers that already make moi feel proud of them. There was a ger, named christine, i tink most of my frenz will rmb hw i describe this ger. She was a training prefects, someone who is a very very quiet ger, blur at time, or i can say she actually don't really be a leader at tht time. Actually, she can't make it from a training prefect to a prefect. It happen that, she was in my group, then during the interview, i talk to her and i don't bare to kick anyone in my group, so i let everyone promote, except her. I didn't kick her, but i let her remain as training for another couples of weeks. I talk to her, let her know what her roles shld be, and get to know of her thinking. Glad to see, she improve herself after that. It really happy to see change in her. There was a guy, adi, he was a very nice and one of a outstanding prefects, and he come from the same stream as moi. He was ask to go for ex-co interview, but he reject to go. It was a shock to us. Then, i went to have a very short talk to him. tell him our disappointed when i heard he reject it, explain why we choose him. Ask him to believe in his abilities. In the end, he went for the interviews and he made it to ex-co. After the interview, he came up to moi and said thanks to moi. It make moi feel that, i am so happy that i did a good deed, i let someone to believe in themself. This is really great then everythings. This make moi feel that, i am useful in some ways, and not totally useless.
Overall, i miss and luv those days. I finally pen it down in this entry. And i think i will not keep remain in the past, i will move on in my poly life. My poly frenzs is also a great batch of frenzs. Though, i feel that i didn't have most of my time with them, especially in vacation, as i really can't afford to go any activities for the time being. Maybe till i can afford bah...haiz...
