Sunday, November 18, 2007 / 9:30 PM
Time is just not enough for me.
This whole week been working OT for weekdays, but work just can't finish. Weekend work in the zoo, plus foz meeting.
I am not ready to leave the zoo yet. Friends there are like my sister and brother. Although I do not work that often, like just 5days per month recently, I still can get along with them.
At first, I set the target to resign and my last day on 18th dec, which mak my 2 full year in the zoo. I do not have the courage type out the letter. =\
Joanne, I still working in zoo. Can we meet up soon, even we have busy schedules.
Fishy, you got to update me soon. When can we meet up again?
I wish . . . .
I have more than 24hours per day.
I can have double energy to let me spend in both work place.
I wish all the old/new zoo mates can be back in force.
I wish I wish I wish. . . . . . . .
I know all my wish is so impossible. That why it is called as wishes.
Labels: daily, Zoo
Sunday, August 19, 2007 / 5:53 PM
I got a new haircut for a week till now. No more long long hair. I feel that it is not short enough, but at least is much shorter. =]]] I will be going for 1 more haircut next month with my fishy. Want to cut shorter than what i having now.
Alot of things happened. Last sunday was talking with fishy about working in zoo. By thurdy midnight, she told me she want to find other job. It was really so fast, but well, everyone has the right to choice want he/she relly wants. To be honest, it will be bored with fishy at work, cause it is rarely for both of us to work together. I had so much fun at CW and TS3 working with her.
Her leaving make me think twice whether should I continue my 1year 8months of job? After thinking thru, I believe I will not quit any sooner, cause I find that I actually love the job. Is not only the people I work with make me want stay, but also I feel happy whenever guest are happy after I helped them. Just a sincere 'Thank you' or a smile can make me want to help them more. Yes, I love my job at zoo.
To end this entry, I will wish
yun's 21st birthday, Happy Birthday. Hope this will not be a late one for you. Hopefully, you enjoy your day and of cause have a smooth year ahead. all the best in everything you do!
Labels: birthday, Zoo
Saturday, May 12, 2007 / 10:02 PM
Super super tired.
Same things that i had been saying for the past few days. If i have a choice, i will take a break. I may said that i wanna work 30days, test my body, stretch to the extreme, bleah bleah bleah. But seriously, i also wish i can take a break. Zoo does not have enough staff, suffering shortage of manpower, how can i take a break lar. I shall say, they are kind enough to let me do the tram station, which is 2nd shift that start at 10am. I am really happy with that, at least i can sleep longer.
Yun ask me just don't go work, but i cannot do that. I am not someone will do that. If i really will do that, i wunt be going back to work even i'm sick. =]]]
Don't be misunderstand, i'm not sick yet. Today is 19th days of working. Can u believe that, i can actually sleep even i'm standing at my station. But of coz, i don't do that, i guess i may fall bad instead. But i appear to be stoning most of the time. I tend to be quiet as possible, to tired to talk.
Anyway, i met up with joanne, chinghwa and yun for dinner ytd at ms. Yup, a place that i walk everyday. We went for pizza hut. Yun and joanne said i look so unhappy, but is actually i'm just too tired to be active. Sorry about that, just cannot help it when i'm so shaggy.
I was so happy ytd night. Guess who i saw? I saw eileen. Yes, eileen from ict. We are so happy to see each other. For the past few days, i was tagging on her blog then we say we must meet up so. I miss her alot alot. We have tons of things to chat, but we met up at the wrong timing ytd, as we were with our friends, cant chat much. sigh. We gonna meet up very soon. Was asking her to organise a gathering for rhymes centre of our batch and going to ask along some lecturers, before the guys go for ns. lolx.
Alright, now is 10plus already, shall go sleep now. =]]]
Labels: daily, friends, Zoo
Monday, May 07, 2007 / 11:00 PM
Oh frenzssss. . .
Please be proud to have me as ur frenz. Be proud to have a superwoman to be ur frenz. Superwoman that does not need to rest for so many days of work, who does not need to eat 3meals per days, still have energy to hang out with frenz at night. Be proud of me. Joanne right?
14days of working, makes me feel so sleepy. I indeed need a break to get myself some refresh air. My engine is starting to growl and complain. Dun worry, i just need to sleep early at night, the next day i will still be that full of energy woman.
I understand and aware a numbers of ppl are angry and objective my working life now. But well, dun worry so much for me. I know when to let go this kind of life, meanwhile since i still can work, why not. I am not those can stay home all days, i have been resting for soon long before i start working in citi. I will take care of myself, but i seriously need a rest day.
Alright. Enough of all these. Gonna sleep. Wanna blog something, but i need i shall blog it tml, provided i remember. Night all~
Labels: daily, office-work, Zoo
Thursday, May 03, 2007 / 9:25 PM
Hello ppl! ! !
Is ten days of working straight since last tueday. I am still adding on the days.
Working at citi is great afterall. No matter what, i will stay there strong. =]]]
People dun worry about me working 2 jobs at the same time. As long as i get enough sleep, i will be fine, plus zoo can let me rest as much as possible.
Lucky this saturday, they let me change with hanqiang to let me do usher2. =]]]
Tml gonna have tons of things waiting for me to do. Oh well, so tiring day ahead.
Labels: daily, office-work, Zoo
Saturday, April 14, 2007 / 11:10 PM
Went back to work is F4, is hectic. Can say either i have not work in FOZ for very long time or i hardly work there. I made mistakes again. I am so nervous in that booth. I guess i feel more easlier working with tram or any other station rather than FOZ.
Tml i will be going back to tram as Tic. I will walk the whole day round the zoo without taking tram. I gonna do that for my own sake. Cause i wanna slim down. Fishy say she is fat, which is no lar. I am much more fatter than u.
Hopefully, tml can be a great working day for me. =]]] Update again soon.
*I feel we should learn to respect ourselves before u want people respect u. When signal is shown to us, we should learn to withdraw.Labels: daily, Zoo
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 / 9:58 AM
Just do short update before i preparing myself to go out.
Anyway, i feel much better compared the past few days of working. I whine alot at huimin, hanqiang, tram ushers and drivers working on the friday to sunday and at jasmine on sunday. I whine about my work. I really sick and tired of every shit i get from that one person. Seriously, it was actually reached the boiling point of my blood. I never get so angry from about work, beside that stolen case. As i am writing these, it heat me up again.
I only whine at jasmine on sunday, cause i know she work in office very often and i feel bad to say to her. But it reach a point that i cannot take it, and i have to tell her. I really feel better, as sunday i can only complain after work. Seriously, among all the senior, i can say i only respect 2 person on work, jamie and chandra. =]]]
During these days, i keep thinking of quiting. At first, i was thinking on the day i get employ will be the day i resign from zoo. But i get hold back once again, by thinking of friends there, which i do not bare to leave. sign.
Joanne:
I am really feeling better, as long as i dun think of it. Will really update details very soon okay. We still have things to discuss on. keke. When will be our next MTV shooting?? LOLX.
*You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.Labels: whine, Zoo
Monday, March 19, 2007 / 11:17 AM
Morning everyone. I just woke up from my 12hours of sleep. I am so tired ytd.
Been working for the past 2 days. Actually ytd's night, together with other 3 GRS, going to help jamie out at NS for ticketing. Ended up, no crowd till 1930, so we knock off. So sad, i cant experience NS crowd. Just once, i gonna be happy.
Anyway, i have this bad craving of oyster egg. All thanks to the show, Corner * with love, where xiao zhu is the pro of cooking it. =ppp It has never been my fav food before, can be a food i used to hate, but now i really have the craving for it. =]]]
Have some serious issues talk with someone. I am really very sad, and i hate to do some decision, but well, sometime in life we need to make our decision on some path that we going to take up.
Labels: daily, personal, Zoo
Sunday, February 25, 2007 / 9:26 AM
I am such a indecisive person. =.=
Went to get my contact lens then went town to get leslie birthday gift plus fishy's earrings and meet up with fishy to go back zoo for our staff meeting. I must say this meeting is better than the pervious one. Hopefully zoo can be awarded the best tourist attraction on the coming month.
Meeting ended like 9pm. After that went home from there, too tired.
Anyway, i finally recieved my reply regards to NAA matters. I shall think whether how can i send back to them.
Huimin: I guess u better go relax urself, if not ur temper will be turning bad and u may not know u are hurting others. I wish to see the old huimin back alright. Sometimes is diffcult for u to let go somethings, but after u clarify with someone, is time to let go then just learn to let go. I am really happy that u shared with me about what happening and i know u are prepared to faced anything, but just to force urself too hard. When u want to break down just break down alright.
Fishy: I can only say
phew. Nothing bad had happen between us. As u told me u are having bad mood swing nowadays, i guess u need to relax urself too. Being the sandwitch of zoo and ur studies, is not very heathly. Like u said, maybe is we have not been meeting up that causes all the misunderstandings. Just remember that nothing will affect our friendship, unless one of us want to give up. Other than that, u will be my fishy forever k.
Labels: Zoo
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 / 8:27 AM
The last time i shed was like don't know how many donkey ago.
Last night i shed tears. This time is upset and disappointed. I am just so upset over what happen during the day time. Tears is not totally because of i had to pay the 50bucks, as i had to take it as a expensive lesson to learn. Tears is because i am totally upset and disappoint with the my department management.
After living for 20years of my life, this is the first time i encounter this kind of things. In this 20years, i may not work for many company, but i had been working for a few places before. The one and only place i USED to love to work is zoo. Believe me. I USED to love the place alot alot before this happen. With all the nicest people working with me, people i told myself i can trust to work with, the one and only place that i will miss for my entire working life. Now may not be that case anymore.
As i said in ytd entry, the money is stolen. Trust me, it must be someone who is working in the zoo. The theif can be in any department as long as they know how to use the POS system. Why i will say that? Who will know the system than us, who are able to take money out from there without the key. I am upset that it is just around the place.
My management knew about the case. And u know what, a-place-i-used-to-love's management, said that they may not be able to anything, so in the end, i may need to pay for it. And from there, they will end the case. What the fuck is this. Where u are aware is zoo staff who did it, yet u just want closed case. I am really very upset with that.
Sometimes, i really find myself so silly and dumb in helping the management in ways. Whenever the is a called, i will just help in any ways i can. Run around to get things done for them. Do overtimes till 7pm as and when there is a need and is free labour, where i only pay till 6pm. I really find myself silly to work so hard for this kind of management.
The place will now became a place i USED to love and trust. A place where i too upset and hated to go there now.
Thanks fishy and Naz to listen to my moaning at work ytd.
Thanks huimin to listen to my whining on msn ytd.
Thanks buddy and ganbei for the tag.
I really cannot find any words to represent my feeling now.
Labels: personal, Zoo
Monday, February 05, 2007 / 9:10 PM
Alright, I am freaking angry and pissed off.
Today there is this SMART yet careless thief, stolen money from my station. I do not know who is the person. But i hereby CURSE AND SWEAR of the person. The person stolen 50bucks. I am seriously fuck angry and pissed off. Coz i need to take out for no fucking reason. Come on. I am really fucking angry ok. Fuck it.
Nowadays, i aware that sometime whatever i said, especially bad things, will always come true. Just like i said ytd that today will accident( huimin u rmb i said that right), it really happen today. And now i am so freaking fucking angry and pissed by that thief, i will curse and swear on that person. I believe on karma. U will have ur karma very soon. Remember i curse u to have ur karma.
I am freaking angry coz is my WHOLE DAY pay. Mean i am fucking free labour for the day. And i can say that, if i know whoever is the one, i will seriously do something to it, report to police will be in my thoughts. Trust me. This is the first time i am so angry that i cannot even control it. I believe friend who read this will feel how angry i am. Fuck it. I dun scold all this bad word, unless that reach my limit. Fuck it.
Whoever the thief is, YOU WILL GET YOUR KARMA. Trust me. Karma will haunt u all the way.
Damn day.
Labels: personal, Zoo
Friday, January 26, 2007 / 7:52 PM
Hello everyone! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
It been long i last update like last weekend, sunday. Shall update with my this week happenings with my dearest blog. =]]]
I have been very very busy, except today, i can catch a breathe and rest for a day. Too many projects, which is the first time i been so busy with school works. I guess is really the first time i can find myself so occupy with projects and really no times for even chilling time with fishy and even work. I cancel my work for the weeks and even next 2 weeks. haiz. Guess my next working day maybe after chinese new year.
I feel so happy as i can offically say i cleared 1 core modules and 2 IS modules. Now left 1 more project that due this coming tue and 2 more exam paper. So by next tue, i can say i have cleared 1 more core nmodule. =]]] Left 2 exam, which will be 1 on 7th feb and 16th feb. Jiayou! ! !
I miss my workplace, ZOO. I miss the dinner time at bongos' burger. I miss the wings there. I miss work hours there. I miss the people there. I miss everything there. Miss badly badly. haiz.
I hope i can find a day to go back to eat the wings and meet up with my nue'er and fishy! ! ! Miss Ya~
Labels: personal, Zoo
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 / 11:41 PM
Alright. 2nd day of 2007.
Spend it with project in school with my team mates like: leslie, ziwei, junxian and jiawei. Mr Eugene is MIA. We did very little. I know that i should be doing my part now, but the mood is not there.
After that, went to zoo meet fishy. Ending up, sotongball, fishy and me went to night safari. At first was sitting at B&J, then we went in to safari to walk. Cause the tram must wait very long. Today is special trip as got someone different joining us at the safari visit, which is justin, a guy who work in B&J. I know get to know him about 3 months ago, when i was at my very sicky week and lost my voice period. A small boy that is fun to talk to.
After the trip, i went yishun with fishy, as i change my bus from there.
Tml school start and i wish i can get my study mood back. I am in dead shit, cause IMGT project not done and so as MQE. Argh.
Labels: Zoo
