Monday, March 31, 2008 / 10:52 PM
An evening dinner last night had actually impact me alot.
After attending my colleague's wedding, I dream of my own wedding. Planning this and that. Thinking of taking care of all the small little things that should be taken care. As the thoughts get deeper, it is so impossible. It had actually change to being a wedding planner.
As a wedding planner, I can dream all kinds of solomization can be take place. From ROM to wedding day and night dinner. It definitly can be an fun and challenging job. It actually can give me sense of satisfaction in completing each assignment.
I'm seriously thinking of this occupation. It make me think whether should I work for company or should I open an company by myself?
Should I take this chance to change my life?
Labels: personal
Sunday, November 04, 2007 / 4:46 PM
Hello!
I'm back.
Honesty, I had MIA in here for very long time. I think not only here, like MSN, friendster and even in real life, I think not many see me often. Everyone must be think what am I been doing. What makes me not to blog for the longest time, not appearing online like I used to be.
Well, I been very busy at work, oh ya the same old thing that I had been busy with all the while. That's right. Everyday come back will be very tired, after bath I will be KO. Only sometimes, I manage to get home slightly early, I will take this chances to surf net to watch drama on youtube. Finished The X-Family a week to two back and now watching the romantic princess.
During this period, I not only busy with work and surfing net, I did spend quality time with my fellow friends. Went for Li'e 's 21st brithday, follow by Bernard's farwell cum zoo mini gathering's BBQ. Not only that, I will to celebrate siti's 21st birthday and also meet up with my dearest fishy.
For the first 2 party, I do not have any photos to upload, therefore, will only share the other 2 fun and enjoyment moment with you all.
For people that read this, and had not meet me since Oct6, please do not be surprise for what you see. =]]]
There you goes. . . .
Siti's 21st Birthday celebrate at Marina Square Kbox. . .
Singing and chatting. . . Not forgetting listners.
Here comes the Birthday girl. Cake is a surprise for her
Victory to her adult world. . .
Bond will be strong as the years goes down. . .
2 little angel.
The first cut means goodbye to teenage act.
We had lots of fun. It really great to see that the friendship between us is getting stronger and stronger. Please do not forget the promise we had made yesterday. =]]]
Meet up with fishy. After more than 1 month, we finally met up on one fine sunday. Believe to be our first weekend outing ya.
That is sillly fishy. . .
Fishy-ness never reduce even less meet up.
Flash make her cannot open her eyes.
Love colour-ed lighting.
Blur does not make this photo ugly.
Say goodbye to my long hair =]]]]
Yes. After Oct 6 work, I took cab and cut my hair. It shock alot of people from zoo, citi and my friends. Is really fun that no one can notice that is me. =]]] The shock expression is so cutie.
This is also the reason why I didn't upload photos, as I want to scare more people before I upload them. After yesterday meet up will my group of friend, I can upload them now.
Alright. It is a pretty long entry. Hope you will not find it boring. =]]] Cya soon.
Labels: besties, birthday, personal
Friday, April 20, 2007 / 10:22 AM
Listen up everyone!
I am now empolyed as Merchant Officer in Citigroup.
Oh well, people please dun be shock with it. I understand it very stressful in there and huge volume of workload. But well, i am jobless now, so why not i just give it a shot. Maybe the dept i going will not be as stress as others. I only got this news this morning.
Some of u may know i am looking for bank job. But due to no respond from OCBC and Citigroup when i send online resume, i actually give up hope. I went back to search for agency instead and grab any job that comes by. This is just so lucky that kelly services actually working very close to citigroup and of coz i got this offer.
Before or after the interview of ytd, only chinghwa know what i am going thru. She the only i msg-ing with and she called after my interview and ask me. Such a super friend i have here. She is the only friend that really know every details from job offer to interview and of coz the first friend to know the result of the interview this morning. =]]]
My working place will be at Millenia Tower, should be 13th floor. My pay is not very high, i dun mind sharing the figure but due to sensitive issue, ask me personally okay. This will be renewable 6mth contract base. I am entitle to 7days of leave too. Just like any full-timer/perm staff. Every wed and fri, no formal for me! ! ! If possible of coz i wunt want to change job anymore.
I looking forward for the coming tueday. The boss told me her working team is always full of fun and laughter during work. But well, she will be away for 2-3 weeks after my 4 days of work. sobz. I will feel so lost at there then.
So from today or rather from tueday onwards, i am a working at citigroup form weekdays and zoo for weekends. Be happy for me alright! =]]]
Labels: office-work, personal
Monday, March 19, 2007 / 11:17 AM
Morning everyone. I just woke up from my 12hours of sleep. I am so tired ytd.
Been working for the past 2 days. Actually ytd's night, together with other 3 GRS, going to help jamie out at NS for ticketing. Ended up, no crowd till 1930, so we knock off. So sad, i cant experience NS crowd. Just once, i gonna be happy.
Anyway, i have this bad craving of oyster egg. All thanks to the show, Corner * with love, where xiao zhu is the pro of cooking it. =ppp It has never been my fav food before, can be a food i used to hate, but now i really have the craving for it. =]]]
Have some serious issues talk with someone. I am really very sad, and i hate to do some decision, but well, sometime in life we need to make our decision on some path that we going to take up.
Labels: daily, personal, Zoo
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 / 10:46 AM
Oh yeah people out there. Scream and yell for me ya. Cause I am offically graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Dip in IT [major E-Business]. Happy for me ya.
This serm, i am very happy with my result. This is the first time, where i gt exam and i score the best GPA in my whole entire poly education, beside my FYP. I score a GPA of 3points ya. The highest for a exam serm. ^^ This is a GPA that i hope to attain at the beginning of the serm, i made it people.
Alright, now i shall tell something more. I guess i will still submit my result for U, but may not study anymore. I just think thru and confirm decided to attack banking industry. The bank i will go will be OCBC. My bro's gf will be printing out the position avaliable for me by tml night. We are happy to look forward to work together to have lunch together, and she will follow me home. LOLX. Yes, she had be a OCBC worker for 5yr, so i will never disappoint her when i get in. =]]]
I know i am so indecisive, but now i have cfm that with myself. I shall not be so shitty anymore. Wish me gd luck ya. =]]]
Labels: personal, school
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 / 10:04 PM
I really hate my indecisive character. Argh.
I was offer to work as temp telemarketer at my old company, SITF. It is a temp for 2 months, 8bucks per hour. My decision of getting a full time at bank industry is shaking now. What should i do? Take the 2 months temp or give up and find a bank?
If i take up the temp work, i will be very happy. I can work 5days at there and weekends at zoo. I will be working 7 days in a week. I will not need to stay home. I guess i will be happier.
I'm very moody these few days, i dunno why. I can find no reasons, but i am just damn moody. It comes to a point where i can just throw my temper out to anybody comes by. I cannot stand it, that why i want keep myself really work like no tml or rest.
Should i really do 7days a week?
Can i endure thru the months?
Is this the best way out?
Any objection from u, my friends?
Labels: moody, personal
Ytd went to see my 7yrs old nephew took the bronze swimming test. Oh wells, i want to take it badly too~
I love swimming alot alot, but well, my mum object me from swimming. =.= Swimming is one of my fav fav sport k. Just because she afraid i will became ugly then don't let me continue it, just like she do not allow me take netball as cca in the past. Argh. I saw my nephew, Anson, attain his bronze at the age of 7yrs old, make me jealous. I am seriously thinking of take up that test too. Can i?
After the watching the test, we went bugis for steamboat, then went to watch Follow the Law. It was a funny show ya. When u are sad, catch this show can make u laugh out loud, though i never laugh out loud. =]]]
Ytd, my cousin somehow gave me a good scolding, when i told him i dunno wat i want to do. lolx. I know what i really want, just i shy to say. After that, i have come to conclusion that i will attack the banking industry. Yes. That will be my new direction.
Labels: personal
Monday, March 12, 2007 / 10:05 AM
I being hunting for job and i know i am rejecting of job like nobody business. I feel that i want data entry job.
It is such a simple job that does not need to use any of my brain cells. I am lazy, i know lar. lolx. I will left all up to fate to decide what job comes by way ya.
Anyway, this week wednesday, NP result is gonna come out. I am very nervous, seriously nervous. I am always afraid that bad things may happen. I am really serious ya. oh gosh. Less then 48hours.
Labels: personal
Sunday, March 04, 2007 / 1:36 AM
OMG! ! !
Since ytd morning busy for ytd prom night.
To ytd night prom night, filled with lots of fun and laughters.
To this morning, 2 to 6plus drinking and pool.
Finally got 4.5hrs of sleep.
Went out at 2pm to 7pm.
Come back for bath.
Went for bowling session till now.
Mapling awhile and sleep.
Later waking up at 0530 to work.
God pls save me.
Eyes lid is very heavy and having headache. =.=
Details updating later at night. [I will try. =]]] ]
Labels: personal
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 / 11:43 AM
oink oink
I dunno how to start so oink oink.
Days has pass and i am so busy. Went to work ytd as CW. Watch the happy hog show. I can only commend 1 word to it "lame". I do not know should i laught out loud at the show. It really very lame. lolx. Hog is so cute.
Today is just another day. I gonna go school soon to collect the prom night tickets and of cause clear all the balance i owe them. It nice of them, of never chase me, i feel so guilty as their friends. =.= Later shall do some updates with them and see what i can help them out later.
As i said i am so indecisive. Go or not go? I planned everything already yet i cannot foresee what will happen on that day itself.
Labels: personal
Saturday, February 24, 2007 / 11:50 AM
I must start my job hunting. Seriously needa a perm job with fix income.
Taiwan trip is fix on 22 march. Die. In the middle of no where and i had to find a job.
I am overing spending alot for prom night. I am once again declaring borke. Argh.
Shall i go back my promoter life? I believe my promoter life can earn more then zoo, cause due to the number of slot i will be given to work. My head is enlarge to double size now.
Labels: personal
Thursday, February 22, 2007 / 8:06 PM
I WANT FULL-TIME JOB! ! ! ! ! !Labels: personal
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 / 10:24 PM
Alright. Went out with my mum and cousins.
Went vivo city and sentosa. They want to see the flowers exhibit. I have no interest in it at all. Just tag along because of my mum.
Bump into jia ming, my secondary friend, at vivo city. Shock to see him, cause thought he should be in the army at the hour. lolx.
Anyway, i got one dress from Mango at vivo city. That will be my prom night. Is a simple dress, which is black. =]]] It costs me 75bucks. Heart ache. My mum and cousin find it nice, so i buy it.
Actually i keep thinking of going or not, and my mum ask me just go since i say is a prom night. Haiz. Now bought the dress, make me have no other choice, cost i had spend more than 100bucks for the prom night. I expecting myself to spend more. sobz.
Labels: personal
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 / 1:50 AM
Well is just another chinese new year.
The schedule during the 4 days of chinese new year is always the same every year.
Day 1 - Family dinner outside [dun find this year hotel's food is very nice. Sorry to say that!]
Day 2 - First day of new year, stay home whole day, till night went drinking. [dun like drinking.]
Day 3 - Visit my uncle's houses, my mum brothers. [every year heard the same old things.]
Day 4 - cousin house for gathering and gambling. [Which is later! =]]]]
Every year will be the same, i guess so.
Though is a happy cny, i just starting to feel moody.
May not be all because of cny celebration, but include other stuffs.
Somethings i see, i hear, i feel and i think.
Well people, no wild guessing please.
I do not feel like saying, so just let me keep it to myself.
Too many things that comes on my way, i am trying hard to. . .
Solve it one by one.
Figuring one by one.
Thinking one by one.
I really feel very shag now, too many things waiting for me to complete and face.
Gathering with friends
Looking for job
Friends' personal problem
Prom night [trust me, i am half-hearted now. But still i will pay. Go or not is . . .?]
My exam result
Holiday trip to taiwan is fixed [really not in the mood for that]
Well, maybe this is wat life is. I do not know what got me so emo now, but i am feel it now.
Like i always says . . . . . .
Sometimes somethings should remain unsaid.
Labels: emo-shit, moody, personal
Thursday, February 15, 2007 / 10:35 PM
Shit it.
Last Paper will be tml.
Moodless state.
Trying hard. Really hard this time.
May the angel that bless me in IMGT will bless me in WDD too.
May all people pray for the for the last paper. =.=
What causes me for not able to concentrate will be only one thing now.
Not Maple.
Not AuditionSea.
Is Hana Kimi.
Yes.
Argh.
Watch this esp and i will force myself back to study.
Trust me.
=]]]
Labels: personal, school
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 / 8:27 AM
The last time i shed was like don't know how many donkey ago.
Last night i shed tears. This time is upset and disappointed. I am just so upset over what happen during the day time. Tears is not totally because of i had to pay the 50bucks, as i had to take it as a expensive lesson to learn. Tears is because i am totally upset and disappoint with the my department management.
After living for 20years of my life, this is the first time i encounter this kind of things. In this 20years, i may not work for many company, but i had been working for a few places before. The one and only place i USED to love to work is zoo. Believe me. I USED to love the place alot alot before this happen. With all the nicest people working with me, people i told myself i can trust to work with, the one and only place that i will miss for my entire working life. Now may not be that case anymore.
As i said in ytd entry, the money is stolen. Trust me, it must be someone who is working in the zoo. The theif can be in any department as long as they know how to use the POS system. Why i will say that? Who will know the system than us, who are able to take money out from there without the key. I am upset that it is just around the place.
My management knew about the case. And u know what, a-place-i-used-to-love's management, said that they may not be able to anything, so in the end, i may need to pay for it. And from there, they will end the case. What the fuck is this. Where u are aware is zoo staff who did it, yet u just want closed case. I am really very upset with that.
Sometimes, i really find myself so silly and dumb in helping the management in ways. Whenever the is a called, i will just help in any ways i can. Run around to get things done for them. Do overtimes till 7pm as and when there is a need and is free labour, where i only pay till 6pm. I really find myself silly to work so hard for this kind of management.
The place will now became a place i USED to love and trust. A place where i too upset and hated to go there now.
Thanks fishy and Naz to listen to my moaning at work ytd.
Thanks huimin to listen to my whining on msn ytd.
Thanks buddy and ganbei for the tag.
I really cannot find any words to represent my feeling now.
Labels: personal, Zoo
Monday, February 05, 2007 / 9:10 PM
Alright, I am freaking angry and pissed off.
Today there is this SMART yet careless thief, stolen money from my station. I do not know who is the person. But i hereby CURSE AND SWEAR of the person. The person stolen 50bucks. I am seriously fuck angry and pissed off. Coz i need to take out for no fucking reason. Come on. I am really fucking angry ok. Fuck it.
Nowadays, i aware that sometime whatever i said, especially bad things, will always come true. Just like i said ytd that today will accident( huimin u rmb i said that right), it really happen today. And now i am so freaking fucking angry and pissed by that thief, i will curse and swear on that person. I believe on karma. U will have ur karma very soon. Remember i curse u to have ur karma.
I am freaking angry coz is my WHOLE DAY pay. Mean i am fucking free labour for the day. And i can say that, if i know whoever is the one, i will seriously do something to it, report to police will be in my thoughts. Trust me. This is the first time i am so angry that i cannot even control it. I believe friend who read this will feel how angry i am. Fuck it. I dun scold all this bad word, unless that reach my limit. Fuck it.
Whoever the thief is, YOU WILL GET YOUR KARMA. Trust me. Karma will haunt u all the way.
Damn day.
Labels: personal, Zoo
Sunday, February 04, 2007 / 7:43 PM
Watching SuperStar II Final.
Cab home from work. Work got extend from 4pm to 6pm. Long story. Normal fee is 7 plus, but today paid 9plus. All thanks to the driver who go the long way. He did not tell me he going that long way, if not i will tell him the right route.
Today and ytd was not feeling very well. I do not know why. Giddy very often. haiz.
I forgot what i wanted to talk about now, beside wanna complain the cab i wanted to say 1 more thing but i forgot. haiz.
Poor memory is sucks.
Labels: personal
Friday, February 02, 2007 / 10:41 PM
My new love. . . .
Lee Jun Ki
He is a very cute plus handsome guy. U can even use beautiful on him.
The height that i looking for, within the age. OMG. He is simple so sweet.
My new love. =]]]
I know i am crazy.
*search online and u will know.
Labels: personal
Friday, January 26, 2007 / 7:52 PM
Hello everyone! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
It been long i last update like last weekend, sunday. Shall update with my this week happenings with my dearest blog. =]]]
I have been very very busy, except today, i can catch a breathe and rest for a day. Too many projects, which is the first time i been so busy with school works. I guess is really the first time i can find myself so occupy with projects and really no times for even chilling time with fishy and even work. I cancel my work for the weeks and even next 2 weeks. haiz. Guess my next working day maybe after chinese new year.
I feel so happy as i can offically say i cleared 1 core modules and 2 IS modules. Now left 1 more project that due this coming tue and 2 more exam paper. So by next tue, i can say i have cleared 1 more core nmodule. =]]] Left 2 exam, which will be 1 on 7th feb and 16th feb. Jiayou! ! !
I miss my workplace, ZOO. I miss the dinner time at bongos' burger. I miss the wings there. I miss work hours there. I miss the people there. I miss everything there. Miss badly badly. haiz.
I hope i can find a day to go back to eat the wings and meet up with my nue'er and fishy! ! ! Miss Ya~
Labels: personal, Zoo
Singing and chatting. . . Not forgetting listners.
Here comes the Birthday girl. Cake is a surprise for her
Victory to her adult world. . .
2 little angel.
The first cut means goodbye to teenage act.
Fishy-ness never reduce even less meet up.
Flash make her cannot open her eyes.
Love colour-ed lighting.
Blur does not make this photo ugly.
Say goodbye to my long hair =]]]]