Monday, June 11, 2007 / 9:37 PM
Was my buddy's birthday ytd. But i didn't celebrate with her. She refused to meet me, coz i have to work today, and she want me have good rest. Sucha sweet buddy. What else can i ask for?
Sometime i really feel that i will die, if i dun have my bestie around me. Eugene is in NS now and xinyi is going off to japan for holiday by tonight 11pm flight. Although is not as if i won't meet them again, but is just that i am so emo to know that they are so far from me at this moment. The bestie i left here in singapore's main land will be chinghwa only. =\
I feel so emo now. Just now was sms-ing xinyi to take care and enjoy her holiday. Cause i know she really need this holiday alot to relax herself. She had been over-stress herself alot. Then she keep asking me to take care of myself, dun work too much, get more rest, bleah bleah bleah. Seriously, i'm so touched. The way she said it, really make me feel like crying. Am cry baby right? Yes i am.
Tonight i feel so down, or is ever since my last dinner with my bestie at holland V. But i only type this tonight is because i know bestie won't see and worry for me. I also dunno why am i feeling so down.
Once again, i drown into my emo-sea.
Labels: emo-shit
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 / 1:50 AM
Well is just another chinese new year.
The schedule during the 4 days of chinese new year is always the same every year.
Day 1 - Family dinner outside [dun find this year hotel's food is very nice. Sorry to say that!]
Day 2 - First day of new year, stay home whole day, till night went drinking. [dun like drinking.]
Day 3 - Visit my uncle's houses, my mum brothers. [every year heard the same old things.]
Day 4 - cousin house for gathering and gambling. [Which is later! =]]]]
Every year will be the same, i guess so.
Though is a happy cny, i just starting to feel moody.
May not be all because of cny celebration, but include other stuffs.
Somethings i see, i hear, i feel and i think.
Well people, no wild guessing please.
I do not feel like saying, so just let me keep it to myself.
Too many things that comes on my way, i am trying hard to. . .
Solve it one by one.
Figuring one by one.
Thinking one by one.
I really feel very shag now, too many things waiting for me to complete and face.
Gathering with friends
Looking for job
Friends' personal problem
Prom night [trust me, i am half-hearted now. But still i will pay. Go or not is . . .?]
My exam result
Holiday trip to taiwan is fixed [really not in the mood for that]
Well, maybe this is wat life is. I do not know what got me so emo now, but i am feel it now.
Like i always says . . . . . .
Sometimes somethings should remain unsaid.
Labels: emo-shit, moody, personal
Thursday, February 01, 2007 / 9:19 AM
Feel so empty in myself.
Today will be offically last day of my poly schooling life. Times really flies. First day of my poly life was just like ytd and now i am going to attend my last class.
The emotion is now too messy, i cannot explain. I do not know is because i ytd stay at home whole day that made me feel this way or other thoughts. Sigh.
Today class will be with the class mate that i only met this sermster, we had already create the bond. Everyone seems to be blessing in knowing each other. People who do not like coming school has change the mindset to like, after know this group. But sadly, good days never last. I will definitely remember this class and miss my mentor group.
Class will be from 1300 to 1500, IMGT. I wish we could meet for lunch at canteen 3 and is because it will be the last lunch for us at canteen 3.
Argh. I really cannot get so emo. Argh. I always hated seperation. Can time just freeze at the moment.
Labels: emo-shit, school
Sunday, January 07, 2007 / 11:42 AM
Got replacement for me as usher2 today.[* Thx huimin]Stay at home doing my IMGT's report.[** due tonight]Mentally & Physcially tired.See emo people, get me emo too.Know i'll be alright. No big deal. =]]]Heard someone name that should not be mention in front of me, but well i know the person has not bad intenion.School stuffs are really kill my brain, so as my time. Should be happy or sad?Human think is far from what i can understand. Maybe only people i can understand are simple-minded person. Just like people may not know what i am i thinking too.Left 5 more project to go including this IMGT.Open house is here. Shall register myself into the event.Shall work towards what i said last year, i will not work very hard to score, but do my best. Should make my last serm in poly be a colourful ending.Labels: emo-shit, school
Monday, January 01, 2007 / 11:38 PM
First day, first step, first smile, first entry of YEAR 2007! ! !We had finally step into year 2007. 1 year had past and here comes another one. I must say year 2006 is a very lucky and wonderful year for me. I am always very lucky in some way or another. I must also say 2006 leave me to with surrounded with the sweetest people around me. 2006 is also a very busy year, i did not really can rest well. Things were like never ending for me. But just love it. =]]]2006 not only covered with happy moment, there are also sad incidents, which i hope they should never happen. Some of these sad incident is cleared, but some are not. Those are not are still in the process of turning either bad or better. No one can tell it now. haiz.People around have increased, in terms of school or work. I am really happy that the number is increase non-stop. But how many is long lasting who know? How many are truely treating me? How many are saying the real fact to me? Seriously, i do not know. But i can be very true to people, the fact is how many can accept. Well, back to 2007, i hope my temper will improve ya. Maybe or i think i am seriuosly have not really throw out it yet, but i know it is getting worst. But people, i am those who cannot stand attitude. If u want give attutude due to whatever reasons, please do not throw it on me. I can simply lose cool because of it. If u give attitude because something i know, i dun mind but attitude for no f**king reasons then please u blame to for anything happen after that.Oh ya. Should change from the above heavy emo to something lighter. Ytd went northpoint with fishy. lolx. We are now so close till, we talk anything under the sun. We are also getting to know each other better. We share problem we face in our lifes. And now, fishy request me get a boyfriend so we can go double dating. She also set standard of boyfriend for me. Below is the list of standard she set for MY boyfriend:1. Must be cute2. Must go sun tanning3. Must go shopping4. Must get along with her boyfriend5. etc6. etc7. etcFishy also plan everything for me. Like fishy and me can go shopping where the guys can go drink lar and whatever shit. lolx. Plan all the dates. She also want to be the one to talk sense to my boyfriend when we argue. lolx. Is so fun right. But the above standard is my boyfriend have, i can confirm that he will be fishy best friend. =]]]Labels: emo-shit
